Dear those of you making positive changes in your life but feeling super confused because you feel worse,
depression
Sadcore Sundays: “Moment of Madness” by Dorian Gray
https://soundcloud.com/doriansmusic/moment-of-madness
Release with Poetry: “Digital Kiss” by Dorian Gray
Born into a generation, where apathy is our favorite trait
Watch the world spin as you don’t care at all
But inside we’re screaming as our walk turns into a crawl
A race to a finish line, that we believe so much exists
The demon of effortless perfection takes over through digital bliss
As we count the hearts, count the likes,
Always checking so no approval is missed
As our world slowly fades to black,
As we die by the digital kiss.
Sadcore Sundays: “Happy” by Synthetic Colours
I was so scared after I wrote the lyrics to this song that I was going to throw it away but before I did, I sent it to Austin Kowalczyk. He wrote the happiest music to go with these terribly depressing lyrics. If the music was written any other way, I wouldn’t be able to perform it. The audio is of Austin’s recorded version from his solo project “Synthetic Colours” and this video is of me and my friend Gabi Garcia performing it at a record store called Rock Candy that closed down a few years ago.
Sadcore Sundays: “Nobody Asked Me (If I Was Okay)” by Sky Ferreira
Lyrics:
“Nobody Asked Me (If I Was Okay)”